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http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2012/02/29/five_years_in_damascus>
Five Years in Damascus
How my Syrian adventure became a nightmare.
BY STEPHEN STARR | FEBRUARY 29, 2012
A bloated dead donkey greeted me as I entered Syria in January 2007.
"Welcome to Assad's Syria" read a huge billboard hanging over the Bab
al-Hawa crossing with Turkey.
The first person I spoke to upon arriving in Damascus was a machine
gun-toting soldier guarding a government building. "Where is the Harameih
hostel?" I asked. He had no idea what I was saying, never mind what I
wanted.
Mosquito and bedbug bites, sunstroke and diarrhea. Agonizing Arabic-language
classes and cold showers thrice daily. Weight loss. Dust. I had no idea how
I had found myself in this country. But I would stay five years, before the
horrors of the country's incipient civil war drove me away this month.
There were also delights: Christian celebrations in churches so small the
mellow voices in a mini-choir of two filled the entire chapel. Visiting
mysterious Druze communities in remote mountain hamlets, where men drive
tiny tractors filled with the green of freshly picked apples. The green,
brown, and yellow mountains. Delectable meshawe -- roasted chicken soaked in
olive oil and crushed garlic -- barbeques. How Damascus smells on summer
nights.
Working as an editor at the state-run Syria Times newspaper in 2007 and 2008
would see me immersed in Arab literature, politics, debate, and news -- or
so I thought.
I was naive. Most workers -- they cannot be called journalists -- holding
senior positions at the Syria Times were Alawite. Few even spoke English. We
shared offices with the Arabic title Tishreen, and most news came down from
the state news agency, SANA.
Even then, dissent simmered just below the surface. Translators fresh out of
university mocked the regime and the "newspaper." The tea room employed four
boys where one sufficed -- brothers, sons, cousins of someone up the chain
-- but loyal. Syria Times closed in June 2008, but today employees are still
being paid $150 per month.
Despite its problems, Syria seemed to be prospering back then. The World
Bank recorded that Syria's GDP grew at a healthy 6 percent annual clip from
2004 to 2009. An explosion of Kia and Hyundai cars clogged the streets, and
new private banks provided easy credit to anyone with a little cash or a
stable job.
In Damascus, at least, laptops flourished in Western-style cafes. The $4
coffee arrived in 2010, and then iPhones and Cinnabon bakeries. Syria's
rapid modernization spurred massive migration to urban centers, while in the
countryside to the northeast, hundreds of thousands of farmers fled
starvation from a devastating drought. They drove taxis at night and lived
in Harasta, Qaboun, and Madamia, satellite towns of Damascus where rent was
cheap -- and that are now centers of protest.
Then the uprising began, and everything changed. In Damascus, disbelief was
followed by fear and then dejection as the protests spread throughout the
country. January brought a sense of siege. Hundreds of concrete barriers
appeared around security and military facilities, deepening the sense of
fear and foreboding. Men queued overnight for heating fuel, already inflated
in price, and returned home empty-handed the following morning to cold wives
and children.
In Syria's halls of power, officials made gestures toward the carrot --
"There is corruption, and we need to root it out," numerous government
officials remarked in public during the early days of the revolt last
spring.
At the same time, however, regime heavyweights reached enthusiastically for
the stick. The calculus seemed to be that if the regime let a single town
square go free anywhere in the country, it would crumble.
Since the beginning of 2012, the state of affairs across Syria has
deteriorated further. In Qatana, a largely Sunni town 20 miles southwest of
Damascus, tanks have returned to the streets. Locals must now do without
electricity for 12 hours each day.
In Jdeidet Artouz, a religiously mixed town of Sunnis, Christians, and
Alawites southwest of Damascus where I lived for 18 months, recent weeks
have seen dozens of protesters become hundreds. They block street traffic
using huge free-Syria flags. Yet the security forces drive by the
demonstrations in cars adorned with symbols of the regime -- and do nothing.
I asked my local shopkeeper why the authorities are not breaking up the
protests.
"Do you watch Tom and Jerry?" he replied. "Here it is the same; they are
playing a game."
The waiting game is also being played in the capital. Damascenes watch
footage from Homs, but do not act. A few -- those who have family and
friends killed or tortured by the regime -- are taking to the streets in
increasing numbers, but the majority remain silent.
"We are not used to this," Damascenes constantly told me. They see Homs and
think that nothing is worth the same
<
http://www.channel4.com/news/the-horror-in-homs> devastation visiting their
own streets and homes.
Almost every week, friends and acquaintances disappear. Close friendships
are consigned to the past because, when you're on the run from the security
forces, you don't have money for phone credit.
Conversation dies after 11 months of unrest. "What can we talk about?" a
state employee asked me. "The news? We'd rather talk about anything else."
Many are not afraid to criticize the regime, but most are too frightened to
take to the streets.
Syria's minorities are frozen in fear. Christians spend hours watching the
<
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIidUq4Mgnk> television station run by Adnan
al-Arour, a Salafi Syrian cleric based in Riyadh who broadcasts videos of
rebels shouting Islamic slogans and issues threats to pro-Assad minorities
while calling for the establishment of an Islamic government. "Who will
protect us?" one Christian woman asked me recently. "Will they make us wear
Islamic dress?"
Ultimately it was
<
http://www.globalpost.com/dispatch/news/regions/middle-east/120202/syria-ma
ss-killings-uncovered-near-damascus> the scenes at Saqba in eastern Damascus
that prompted me to leave. An English journalist in Syria on a temporary
visa asked whether I was interested in visiting to search out an
underground, activist-run hospital. Frustrated at hearing of other
journalists making it to Homs, I could not turn down the opportunity.
I saw six bloated bodies hidden under pine trees inside a schoolyard, some
missing eyes, lips, noses. Another dead man blackened by fire. They were
hidden by locals so that their families could bury them in dignity at a
later time, when the regime's forces left.
I feared that if the Syrian security forces found out what I had seen, they
would not hesitate to silence me -- perhaps blaming the "armed gangs" for
doing so.
As the sound of shells thudding into the Damascus suburbs kept me awake, I
got a taste of many Syrians' fears of the regime's pervasive security
forces. Every morning I held my breath when turning the ignition of my car.
Footsteps on the stairs outside my door made me sit upright on the sofa.
The regime remains strong, say many.
State employees are still being paid on time each month. Police can still be
seen at their traffic-light posts every morning. Families continue to turn
out in droves to eat sandwiches at the few city malls where electric
generators help maintain a semblance of normalcy.
Damascenes have lived with this regime for decades and know it only really
understands the way of the gun. It is a regime that scoffs at political
ideals, a family fiefdom forged long ago in an absurd tribal pride that
values a misplaced honor and personal ego over all. It can smuggle and
steal, and it is not afraid to shoot and kill --but it will not negotiate or
compromise.
For many Syrians, the political opposition offers little. Flying the
free-Syria flag <
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FEZuxnncxo> off a bridge
in the capital for five minutes will not hasten the end of the regime.
Blocking roads by pouring diesel in front of cars, as happened recently in
the capital's center, will not draw Damascus's silent majority -- those who
bought Kias and Hyundais in 2009 -- to the side of the opposition.
Nor does the opposition's ever-escalating violence hold any prospect of
bringing President Bashar al-Assad's regime to its knees. This month,
members of the Free Syrian Army
<
http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-18563_162-57373629/bloodletting-underway-in-syr
ia-as-rebels-falter> surrounded an army checkpoint outside Homs and tried to
convince the troops to "defect and join" them. They failed -- and a strategy
of trying to intimidate the Syrian army through superior firepower is bound
to fail on a grander scale.
The soldiers and security officers bombarding Homs's restive neighborhoods
and shooting up Daraa and Idlib won't lay down their weapons and run en
masse to join the defectors anytime soon. They think that the regime is
right and that they are locked in a struggle to the death with the gunmen.
And they are fighting armed men, now.
The regime will spend hours of broadcasting time telling Syrians how the
journalists who have been reporting from Homs -- and are now
<
http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5gJMnsXtWMZvF8xclk3JhQ6lpw
iCg?docId=4aa9db640df44dcba0e6cccfcf622884> trapped there -- entered Syria
illegally and are probably assisting the "terrorist gangs." And they will
convince thousands.
Although perhaps inevitable, the militarization of the opposition has been
the greatest disaster of the uprising. The regime has exploited this fact by
granting visas for dozens of foreign journalists to make the case that the
regime is, in fact, fighting armed gangs.
And support for those armed men is far from universal. "When the army sees
men with guns, they will try kill them; they will shoot them down," a youth
in Saqba told me this month. "I hate the Free Syrian Army. They are gone,
and we are here with our smashed homes."
Bearing witness to a country falling apart is a sobering experience. Cars
don't stop at traffic lights or for traffic police. Security officers
manning checkpoints slip their hands into cars' glove compartments without
asking. But when I speak to Syrians, the most troubling aspect -- though few
appear to realize it -- are the growing divisions between them.
Christians complain how beggars take all their money back to the mosque.
Most Damascenes, who as one observer eloquently noted "are waiting for a
winner and then they will support them," don't give a damn about their
fellow Syrians in Homs and Daraa.
But one thing is certain: The Assad regime will fall. Its policy of
maintaining thousands of security minions at dozens of locations across the
country is unsustainable. The cash it has hoarded and stolen will run out,
and it will no longer be able to pay its gangsters and public-sector
employees, leading to millions more hungry Syrians on the streets calling
for change. At some point, probably within 18 months, army defections will
reach a tipping point, and massive numbers of Sunni soldiers will run home
or rush to defend besieged neighborhoods such as Baba Amro. Meanwhile,
Christians and other minorities will refuse to pick up guns and shoot their
fellow Syrians for Assad.
Syria's uprising, however, may not end with Assad's demise. Even after the
dictatorship crumbles, there will be 22 million people who will have a hell
of a lot of issues with one other -- and Assad will no longer be around to
be blamed for the poor state of their lives. Responsibility for Syria will
not come from the Syrian National Council, the Free Syrian Army, or the
local policeman -- it will have to come from each individual. Syrians will
have to decide for themselves where they want their country to go.
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